I Cooked my Meat

Ok this is why you spin out your poi before you light up!! I was playing two nights ago with my new poi (kick ass mini-d's attached to fire ropes.) for people that don't spin fire, this is a tone of fire! So I was being a cocky bastard and wanted to show off my new stuff. First i over dipped in white gas then i didn't spin out the extra fuel so when i started up there was way too much fire. I did what i thought a good fire performer does and just span out trails of fire on the ground (it looks cool and gets rid of extra fuel.) I didn't even hit myself, some of the fuel licked my back that was still on fire and my skin was on fire for several seconds. It wasn't from my clothes or anything else, straight up, flaming fuel on skin! By the time my back was extinguished several layers of skin were missing. I look over and my safety didn't even see what happened, he was too busy talking to a girl! From now on i'm not going to ask strangers to safety me. Don't let this happen to you.

Slutty Monogamy in Hollywood

I had a really interesting conversation with Alicea the other day about my sex life. Alicea is the classic monogamous straight girl, born that way, never experimented to any extent, and she's a good 20 years older than me. Her philosophy behind my generation and sex is that it was heavily influence by Porn. Generally, most girls shave all there hair neck down, It's way more socially acceptable to be a swinger or polly, and orgys and three sums are very common. I feel like people out here are way more into that life style than what I'm used to seeing. One of my Polly friends was talking to me about monogamy and saying that it's a chemical in the brain that makes people like that. He said they are doing research on Polly people and Swingers, injecting them with this chemical and trying to make them completely monogamous. "trying to fix the social epidemic." This could all be BS, someone in the Polly community very likely could have started that rumor to draw attention to his lifestyle.

I really don't see being polly or a swinger as a problem. I wish I could be like that! For me, I've tried to have open relationships and they just fail miserably. The only way I was able to deal with knowing my lover is with someone else was to not love him anymore.. When I'm into someone I just have blinders on, I cant help it.. It's not that I'm just TRYING to not see other guys when I'm into someone, I just don't see them at all. This has become a problem for me in LA.. I just ran into it last night! Guy was maybe hitting on me? But I cant even tell, and I'm not even really dating anyone! I would have way better luck if I was a slut. The dating scene is so messed up for people like me. I wish they could do a study about trying to make monogamous people swingers. I would hella get injected with swinger chemicals!